THE TOPSAIL TAVERN WAS PACKED, as it typically was on a Friday night. In colder months, diners were left to compete for tables closest to one of the hearths at each end of the establishment, but in the month of May the warmer weather outdoors began causing the air inside the place to feel thicker. Tables near windows were preferable because of the fresh breeze that would blow through.
Year round the air was layered with a bouquet of scents that included the more pungent briny odor of the old salts who came in to drink, the cloying perfumes of the women who occasionally came to sit with their sailors, the intoxicating fragrance of spilled rum and sweet tobacco smoke, and the yeasty aromas of strong ale and hot bread. Added to all of that was the melody of smells that emanated from whatever dishes were being brought out from the kitchen.
In spite of the high energy in the tavern, Adam struggled to put one foot in front of the other on this night. He confused several orders and had forgotten to wait on one group of men entirely. When one of them finally lost his patience, Valentine had to intervene and wait on their table himselfâsomething the tavern keeper rarely did.
Valentine returned to his place behind the bar and began to pour ale for the men. Adam was there leaning against the bar, absentmindedly staring out into the dining area.
âListen, I know youâre upset, boy, but thereâs work to be done, and it ainât going to do itself.â The sixty-something-year-old barkeeper grabbed the four mugs by their handles and quickly delivered them to the thirsty men before returning to the bar.
âCanât this day just hurry up and be done with?â said Adam.
âAh, donât wish your time away, boy. You know what the Good Book saysâthat life is but a vapor; it appears for a little time and then vanishes away.â Valentine waved his fingers in the air as he said that last part.
âI know. But if any day could vanish, I wish it would be this one.â
âWhat are you whinin about? Donât seem too bad to me. Seems like things couldâve been a lot worse for you after what happened this afternoon.â
Adam scoffed. âI donât see how.â
âThey coulda thrown you right into the gaol, boyâor the stocks. How would you feel about spending the night in there? Then youâd really be wishing the time would go faster. And can you imagine what Francis Smythe would do then? Huh!â
Just then Mary Fletcher joined her son and Valentine at the bar. âHello, boys.â
Adam gave his mother a weak wave but wouldnât speak.
Valentine said, âFinally back, eh? Howâs she doing? Mustâve talked your ear off.â
âOh, you know how the Widow Simpson is,â said Mary. âBless her sweet heart, sheâs just lonely.â
âCourse she is,â declared Valentine. âYou know thatâs the only reason for her standing order here. Yes indeed. The Widow Simpson has her servants. She donât need to order food from this tavern, but she sure does love having you sit and talk with her on Friday evenings. I reckon itâs the best part of her week.â
Mary smiled. Her youthful brown eyes sparkled. As young as she looked, one would never guess she had a seventeen-year-old son. The dark-haired beauty had given birth to Adam when she was only eighteen herself. Her sonâs coloring and features were so similar to her own, passing sailors who dined in the tavern frequently mistook them for brother and sister rather than mother and child.
She noticed Adamâs downcast expression and put her hand on his back before asking, âWhatâs wrong with you?â
Adam looked at her and said, âIâve been waiting for you to get back all day.â
âYou know I go to the Widow Simpsonâs every Friday,â she said.
âI know, but thereâs something I have to tell you.â
âHe got in a fight this afternoon,â Valentine interjected. âWith Francis Smythe of all people.â
Adam rolled his eyes.
âPlease tell me youâre joking,â she said.
Adam shook his head. âHeâs not joking. But thatâs not the worst of it.â
Mary gave a nervous chuckle. âWell, it canât be that bad, can it? I mean, youâre here. Youâre not in the gaol.â
âIt must be bad,â said Valentine. âHeâs been useless all night. Wouldnât tell me what happened, though. Said he was waiting for you to get here.â
Mary put her hands on her hips. âWell, Iâm here now. So what is it?â
Adam took a deep breath. âMr. Robins says he wants to put me in an apprenticeship. He told me to pick a trade and let him know what Iâve decided by Monday.â
The color left Maryâs face. âHe canât make you do that. Can he?â
She looked at Valentine with desperation. The old man had been the closest thing Mary had to a father since she was a young girl. Valentine Hodges and his wife, Margaret, now deceased, had taken Mary in at the request of her father when he was on his deathbed with yellow fever. Maryâs mother died in childbirth, so she and her father had lived in a rented house owned by the Hodges. Since Margaret and Valentine had never been able to have children, Margaret joyfully looked after Mary as though she were her own, and Adam was like their grandson.
Valentine stroked his stubbly chin. âI donât know, girl. Mr. Robins couldâve locked the boy up today. You shouldâve seen Francis Smytheâs face. Adam busted his nose up good-fashioned.â
Mary shot a disappointed look at her son and struggled to speak past the lump that had formed in her throat. âWhat have I told you about fighting, Adam? Huh? What have I said? You just had to do it, didnât you? Why couldnât you just ignore the arrogant little toad?â
Adam inhaled sharply, then shrugged.
âWell, I guess theyâre finally getting what they wanted,â she said.
âWhatâs that supposed to mean?â said Adam.
Just then the men at the table where Valentine had delivered drinks a few moments earlier called out. âOy! We want to order somefin to eat. Any chance of gettin served ova âere?â
âBe right there, fellas,â said Valentine. He turned his attention back to Mary and Adam. âYou two might as well go upstairs to discuss this. I can see ainât neither of you gonna be fit for work tonight. Iâll take care of these boys.â
* * *
The tiny one-bedroom apartment shared by Mary and Adam was sparsely furnished. In the center of the room was a small table with four chairs. Maryâs bed was on one side of the room, Adamâs bed on the other. The connecting wall had only one small dresser and a fireplace, which didnât get much use for cooking in warmer months.
The tavern had been the only home Adam had ever known. That, coupled with his assumption that he would end up spending his life working at the tavern, made the fact that he was now being forced into an apprenticeship all the more troubling.
âSit down, Adam.â Mary was fuming. She stood with her arms crossed, tapping her foot.
He paced back and forth across the room. He didnât feel like sitting.
âAdam Fletcher! Iâve told you, Iâm not going to try to talk to you like this. Now I said sit down!â
Adam huffed as he pulled the other chair out from the table and sat in it. He rested his elbows on the table and thought a moment before asking his mother, âWhat did you mean downstairs just now when you said theyâd finally gotten what they wanted?â
âWeâll get to that in just a minute, but first, have I not told you before that your fighting would get you into trouble? But you! You hardheaded child! You just donât listen!â
âI know.â
âWhere does this temper of yours come from? I donât understand it. Iâve never been a hothead like you. And for the short time I knew your father, he didnât have a hot temper, either. So tell me, what is your problem? Why do you let those stupid boys get to you?â
âMama, would you please just answer my question? What did you mean by what you said downstairs?â
Mary sighed and sat down with him at the table before she answered him. âWell, if you have to know, this isnât the first time theyâve wanted to take you away from here and put you in an apprenticeship. Theyâve been after me about it since you were just a little thing. I never would agree to it, though.â
Adam wrinkled his brow. âAre you serious?â
She nodded. âYes. And even Valentine had to step in and help me one time. They were going to take you away from me and place you with a mariner so you could learn the seafaring trade.â
âAnd you wouldnât allow it,â said Adam.
âOf course not! Iâm your mother. Iâd never give you to some stranger to raise. Much less a marinerâI know exactly how they can be.â
Adam tried to refocus the conversation. âYou said Valentine had to step in and help you. Why did he have to get involved?â
âWell, because I was raising you without a father. The town doesnât want to be responsible for the well-being of fatherless children. If we were wealthy, that wouldâve been one thing, but weâre not, so I needed to be able to assure them that I could care for you, so Valentine stepped in as surety for me.â
âHe did that?â Adam was surprised. âWhy have you never told me about this before?â
âWhy would I have?â said Mary. âWe took care of things, protected you. Why worry you with it?â
âBut you never even mentioned anything about an apprenticeship.â
âNo,â said Mary. âIt was never something Iâve ever wanted for you. You donât understand. Unless your master is a family member or a friend, youâll normally just end up being somebodyâs cheap labor, and I didnât want that. I certainly wasnât going to see you leave on a ship when you were just a little boy to serve some old salt. A white slave is what youâd have been. Thatâs all.â
âHmph. Doesnât look like I have much of a choice now.â
âWell, pat yourself on the back, son. For seventeen years Iâve kept you out of a mess like that, and it sounds like it took you about two minutes to mess things up for yourself.â
The two remained silent for a couple of minutes, contemplating what all of this would mean.
Finally Mary spoke. âIâm not happy about this. But it all goes back to that temper of yours. And Iâve told you a thousandââ
âI know that! I know! But I wasnât going to let that little cretin talk about you like that.â
Mary shook her head in frustration. âI donât know what Francis Smythe said today, but I can assure you I have heard it all before. The fact that you got into yet another fight, and this time the law had to get involvedâwell, now youâre just going to have to pay the consequences. And Adam, I want you to know something: you having to be taken away from here and bound outâwell, that hurts me more than any insult Smythe or anyone could ever invent.â
The full gravity of the situation finally hit him and he dropped his head in shame. âIâm so sorry, Mama.â
âYou do understand this means you have to leave here, right?â said Mary. Her voice was shaky. Adam could tell she was trying not to cry.
He dropped his head onto his arms, which were folded across the table. âI know,â he said, his voice muffled.
âListen,â she said, âthis isnât a good thing, but at least you get to pick a trade. This is such a small town, thatâs almost as good as you being able to pick your own master.â
Adam raised his head. He said nothing for a moment, then spoke. âMaybe youâre right, but who would I choose? I mean, Iâve always thought I would work here, live here.â
âThatâll have to be your decision, but at least you have the weekend to figure things out.â
Adam nodded and took a deep breath.